What Are You Afraid Of?

I'm afraid of money. 

I'm afraid of love. 

I'm afraid of girls. 

I'm afraid of me. 

I'm afraid of my style. 

I'm afraid of what I have. 

I'm afraid of what I don't have. 

I'm afraid of fear. 

I'm afraid of not being enough.

I'm afraid of turning out wrong. 

I'm afraid of pressure.

I'm afraid of commitment. 

I'm afraid of the world.

I'm afraid of embarrassment. 

I'm afraid of leaving my comfort zone.

I'm afraid of making mistakes. 

I'm afraid of some people.

I'm afraid of the truth.

I'm afraid of what they see.

I'm afraid of time.

I'm afraid of being alone.

I'm afraid of getting caught.

I'm afraid of growing up.

Bricks.

We hide ourselves in fear of being discovered.
We hide behind brick walls. But whether we like it or not,

cracks begin to show.

We do all that we can to remain unnoticed;
unknown;
unbroken.
We try to patch the cracks. We even have to replace entire bricks sometimes.

Sometimes we let a person or two come behind our wall.
Sometimes we invite a person or two behind our wall.
Only when we trust them.

We personalize our wall.

But we all know that our wall will not stand forever.
It will eventually be weathered beyond repair.
It will slowly come down.

And we will step out into the world, showing others what is left of our wall.

We will face the hidden fears from the other side.

Love Hurts.

Tequila tear drop
Down the Cheek
In the lips
Chasing away the problems
I can't stop
The fall list
Now bottoms to the top

Rum rolling
The husky breath
And sore frown
Living with the problem
Literally,
Sometimes
Burning as it goes down

Champagne crustal
Clear in title
Shame pain
Sending to
The bottom
Hate it
And drink
The bottle

Snap Crack Cleak Clack

Snap crack cleak clack
The bones are rubbing as they walk
The stones compress and powder drop.
Your way, and will not stop

A moan from snapping limbs
A squeak from doors on their hinge
Sounds so real, noise so true
The longer you deny, the closer he is to you

The moon hides behind a shadow line
Less light more dark can't move can't hark
Conscience deny it at first!
Can you when you're in a hearse?

Misty hands slide round your jaw
Sudden twist your head shall fall
All Sanity leans and calls
Waking, your heart beats and stalls

Terror, pain, its all over
Relief not yet, linger hour
wait, breathe, can't, move, won't....
listen. snap. crack. cleak. clack.

I'd Like My Crayons Back.

Being in high school, we are busier than ever. We work, play a sport, are part of a club, are on student council, have homework, have to have a social life, chores, taking care of siblings, etc. These are things most children don't have to think about through their day.

Because of constantly "working," we forget to have fun. Children know better than anyone how to have some fun. We all need to know how to have fun. Choose good friends and adopt hobbies together. You'll have more fun than you've ever had before.

As we grow up we forget how to be happy. We are constantly dwelling on the next thing that will make us "happy." All you need in order to be happy is to choose to be happy. Choose now. You can either be positive and uplifting, or you can just keep sitting there reluctantly. These past couple of months i have been focusing too much on what "little I had" and what I wanted. As I did, I found myself becoming more unhappy. It is hard to come back from that habit. I had to start acting more child-like. I had to take life day by day and be more care-free.

Kids break rules all the time. As you grow up you are expected to not break rules. I say break the rules. You will never know your true happiness and what you really want in life until you break the rules.

Intro

Walter White is the lead character in Breaking Bad who operates under the alias "Walter Heisenberg." I chose the pen name Heisenberg because I like Breaking Bad and Heisenberg is a boss.