The Point to Life?

I can't find an answer to that question. Does religion have an everlasting meaning?

We are born into a bottomless existence. We "live" on a tiny speck of space called Earth, which is also just a speck as well in the galaxy, which is also just a speck in the infinite universe. All you can ever become is worthless bones on a puny little speck of dust called earth. Does anyone else think human beings are just limited and death is unfair? What's the point of "Heaven", "Hell" or "Brahman" or any other thought up consciousness? I've never really understood heaven. What's the point of living in heavenly existence if that is also meaningless? I think whatever the case, it is very repetitive and meaningless. 

Since life is such an unexplained mystery, how painful is it that we are alive? As I've spent time thinking about all of this, I have started to think that religions are just there to help people become more and more ignorant to the fact that we are all meaningless. 

But what if you hate atheism as much as you hate religion?

So if someone doesn't belong to any category, then whats the point of waking up every morning? When you get to that conclusion it seems like suicide is the best way to stop your brain, no responsibility, no depression, no aspirations, worries or anything else. Isn't that the perfect drug? 

It is all so vain. Every natural human desire. Love, Sex, Art, etc. People getting fatter, people getting leaner, hunks and jocks vs artsy fags and then usual joes. Movies, learning, working, writing this blog post, socializing... Why?

I wish my friend would've never asked that question during lunch that day. My brain has been overheating ever since. I could've kept living in ignorance. And then died.

Why do we have doctors, laws, police, prisons, why do our bodies fail, why do we have anything. Because our "anything" is almost like a pretend land which feels more like nothing.

This whole life could just be a dream or a thought.

Should I just conform to the regular? And just "live it up?" Would there be a point to doing that?

Life just seems very repetitive. Are religions there just to help cope with the fact that we die and rot? What is the purpose of living? To continue the life of our species? Why? What are we living for?